happy thoughts 1.

It'd be a lot like me to delete my last post.
but I'm not going to. thank you to the few, along with your advice (sound sound advice) and the thoughts already brewing on how I should no longer stew (which happen to be very much the same as what you shared) i'll see someone soon. next week soon. thank you. and I'll go on walks. Walks around the beautiful little city in which I live. I'm also going to do this.

I am going to note at least five things that make me happy every day and if I feel like it, I'll post them to my blog. This one in particular is going to have more than five and pictures, too.

- The Weepies. I've been on a little kick listening to these guys for the past couple of days. They fill my heart with romance and magic
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- Panoxyl. I've tried pretty much every kind of face wash extreme. Proactiv (a few different times), SkinID, AcneFree,  Aveeno, Home Remedies, Clearasil, etc. I've never been able to find something that just doesn't cause more acne. This, my friends, Panoxyl. Is a miracle. I bought it at Walgreens after consulting a Pharmacist, it is 10% peroxide and it is the best stuff you can get with out a prescription. I have used it 4 times and my face has cleared up considerably. You wouldn't notice. But I have.

- Joe. always Joe. He does all that he can to fill my heart with joy. He always succeeds. Sometimes he is all the good I am able to see. Which is romantic and all, but not always the best. Because there is good everywhere, isn't there?

- Joe took me on a date tonight. That made me happy. We ate at Iggy's and went to see Hugo. It was beautiful. After that we walked through an outdoor mall, still strung with Christmas lights. This all made me very happy.


- I have new boots. And they are cool. Joe's mom and I went shopping while I was in St.G for the holidays, she convinced me to buy them. I like that she did that.


- When I don't carry a backpack, I carry my grandmothers purse. It is a fantastic purse. It has a lot of character and it makes me feel close to her. I get a lot of compliments on it and I love that I get to respond with "thank you, it was my grandmothers."

- I have painted nails. Currently Purple with little orange surprises on a couple fingers. Usually I paint my nails and as soon as I see any sort of chip I peel it all off with my teeth. I've successfully left my polish on for three days now. That makes me happy.
-Joe and I stopped by our friend Lucas and Kenner's place after dinner tonight, Joe left with Kenner and our friend Dan for a short trip to pick up food for them. I got to hang out with Lucas for a minute. That made me happy and it made me happy to see all of those guys.

I let today be a good day. Maybe that is all it takes. Today it was, anyway.